At the moment I'm in a LTR and things are great, keeping frame and all that.

The problem started a week ago when I began a test enanthate cycle and my estrogen ramped up (things almost solved so no problem there).

I got emotionally AS FUCK and started to notice changes in my behaviour. I was getting passive aggressive like a bitch and neeeded emotional support, that I unconsciously seeked from my LTR. We all here know that this is a fucking mistake, and I did my best to control myself.

As anyone that uses steroids can tell you, when your E2 levels are fucked, you can get like a women with PMS but 5 times worse.

So my question is how to remain stoic and show yourself strong when for some reason, like what happened to me or maybe some other problem in your life, you are feeling REALLY bad.

To give you some insight about what was going on in my head, I got sensible about every thing that my LTR was saying, and instead of laught, agree and amplify my head was searching for ways to start a fight.