So it doesnt come naturally, i dont have anything to speak about with people in general. And people who speak about talk about stupid shit piss me off. Now i know that girls are generally attracted to people who have some social skills(e.g. are not social retards). It never really stopped me from getting girls though. I guess my face/height does the job for me. Now this pisses me off, i regularly hit the gym, try to work on my mind as well, but this thing seems like its just not part of my personality. Usually to shift this thing i have to get seriously drunk to get much more social. Should it bother me or should i just embrace it and find people who will embrace who i am ? Tl;dr: i suck at social stuff when more people are involved. It pisses me off and at the same time i want to be somewhere else