So 4 years ago as an 18 year old heavily medicated virgin hooked to porn since 9.... I used to tie myself up and shit. Make my nipples BLEED as a child. Then I got into hentai shemale porn. Met up with two trans people. One already transitioned yet had a penis disgusting af. THE OTHER WAS IN TRANSITION AND WASNT EVEN ON HORMONES BUT WAS WEARING A FUCKING JACKET

I MADE OUT WITH BOTH.. THE FILIPINO LADYBOY BENT OVER AND PUT LUBE ON HER ASS. I DIDNT TOUCH HER ASS PHYSICALLY. I COULDNT EVEN GET HARD AND WAS GROSSED OUT. I LEFT. STILL. THE FACT THAT I KISSED THESE TWO MENTALLY ILL MEN HAUNTS ME. I WANNA DIE. GOODBYE