I was extremely inhibited with phisical contact and escalation, I'm 26 and every time girls showed interest I acted like an autist amd I kept friendzoning myself because too scared. Literally I had no idea how to escalate with women This girl is 30 and works as pastry chef ike an extra where I work as a waiter. She's also a teacher in an high school... BTW she found me on Instagram, she texted me first and she gave ne her number... She even told me I was good looking in an Instagram story... I asked her out but I was so scared I made some excuses to not do it, I was stuck in my comfort zone. Another problem is I'm not sexually aggressive because I have 0 libido...so I took Cialis before the date. Well, she gave me her address ( she lives about 40 minutes from my house,35/40 kilometers )...we took two ice cream, we went to the park and I kissed her. I didn't know how to kiss a woman, I started kissing her more often ( like when we were in the city traffic )...we sit on a bencg at the park and I felt the sexual tension become bigger... She told me to come to her house and I escalate there...I started kissing her, touch her legs and I fingered her. I fucked her for the first time, I even sprayed my cum on her face...

I always wondered how these things happen to non autist/normies and I feel legit like an human being. My biggest concern is I don't want to hear my coworkers talk about this even if I saw her at work like 2 times a week at the most.. I really don't want an LTR even if she keeps texting me everyday, I think she wants to settle down/LTR...