I have good social skills, look attractive and approachable, but I currently have no friends since I broke contact with everyone (and I don’t want to get in touch with my old friends again). I don’t have a social life at all since it’s summer break all I do is lift, and play video games.

Is there a way I can find parties etc. with lots of teenagers if I don’t know anyone? All I have is 3-4 well-connected people from my school that I could text and ask if they know any parties, but there’s a chance they‘ll all be unable to help me. Wtf do I do if that happens? I don’t want to ask anyone of them twice since that‘ll reveal how desperate I am