Hey guys, I've been with my girlfriend for about 7ish months. Last night we both tripped together on LSD for the first time, it was like my 20th time and her first. Turned out it was a double dose of great stuff and we both tripped for about 20+ hours, even though the most intense parts lasted 8-10 hours.

Now I've been on TRP for ages, and I apply the tactics on here quite well, including dread. She absolutely adored me, and clinged on to me until yesterday. Yesterday, while tripping, I had a breakdown where all my insecurities came out at once. My balls and cock shrunk and started contracting, and in a weird way, she said her boobs and pussy were contracting too. She could see my package shrink, as we were both naked at tha tpoint. Its hard to explain the trip, but its like my sexuality was stripped, and neither one of us felt the slightest bit horny for 24 hours. She said it was weird because theres always a little bit of horniness in her. In a moment of weakness while tripping, I teared up and also asked her if she "still loved me." This was the first time I've ever done a beta move like that in our relationship. But then, I also felt extreme empathy, and I could relate to her so much, and I told her I'm so sorry that I've hurt her in the past, and that things would be different now. This was all said without her warranting it whatsoever, it was all the extreme empathy I was feeling from the LSD.

Fast forward today, its quite visible that her attractions dropped a bit, and for 24 hours or so, neither one of us even wanted to touch each other. Today feels more normal, as we both feel like ourselves, and we even fucked this morning, with neither one of us cumming. But its obvious attraction dropped on her end, and I came to realize an insecurity of mine that I am afraid of losing her, even though she never knew until we tripped on LSD.

Is it possible to regain frame and become that extreme alpha in her life that I was before? I just want to make sure I do it without hurting her this time around, I'd rather breakup than see her hurt again. She's got a lot of pressure from both her parents and she's in a country, alone, half way across the world with me. The last thing she needs is more presure coming from me.