Found myself living in a very small place abroad where the choice of girls is very limited. had a very cool neighbour chick and we became very good friends. she is funny, kind, helpful but from the start I wasn't attracted to her physically. she have acne on her face and while she is not at all bad looking - overall she just wasn't my type physically.

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fast forward 2 months and I began to develop some romantic feelings for her, just because she is such a fantastic person and very kind. things happened between us and before I knew it we become a couple.

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Can't say I am not happy with her, and again the choices of girls around where we live is shit, but I kind of hate the feeling of looking at her from time to time and having zero desire to jump her.

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any advice would be appreciated.