The one bright spot in my bleak life is that I'm re-enrolled in college after 8 years of working myself out of debt with no help from blood relatives. My degree curriculum actually improved and updated, and I'll be commuting to a smaller city twice a week via bus (super cheap for students). It's unfortunate I only have a year of classes in order to graduate. Whenever I visit this smaller city, my city vibe makes me more attractive to the locals, which is an advantage I lacked in my past university days. Commuting enables me to keep myself a mystery and still have access to the big city in which I reside.

I'm posting this because my finances are limited, due to being too stressed out from past overtime shifts and focusing on quality of life so that I don't work myself to death and into a health-poor lifestyle. Not having a car and still being overweight have me constantly doubting myself and not wanting to challenge my self-image by hitting on women. Learning to have no expectations has been a double-edged sword, but is worthwhile when done correctly. The better I look, the more looks I get, but not practicing game has nearly axed my physical gains. As I said earlier, not challenging my self-image has been a damper on gaining game skills.

The study of game is really abstract, hypothetical, and undefined, which is why I struggle to grasp any concepts of how to act. Game seems repetitive and only varies upon the uniqueness of the individual and situation. Any advice, directions and resources are highly sought and greatly appreciated. Going back to my post topic, I feel like since my financial goals are constantly on a long-term scale, I ponder how I should approach women while not having the external advantages of security and an SMV which would detract cock-blockers and rivals from fucking with me. I don't make friends easily, because I don't want to be the poor guy of a group. I seek activities which will add depth to my manageable workload and schedule. What are handy tools to accommodate flirting and pushing the envelope with women (i.e. cell phone, wardrobe, pen and pad, lines)?