So I've been lifting. I'm in the best shape of my life atm, I read red pill for a long time and I can finally see changes. Yesterday I went clubbing with some friends and on the way I decided to approach chicks just because I knew I was internally ready. My style was on point, my physique was on point and my mood was on point.

But even despite all that I kept pussying out right before approaches. I felt my mind looking for excuses every single time. "she's not pretty enough", "oh, she's prolly has a boyfriend". Everything I read about, basic shit. I knew it was dumb. I knew I had to man the fuck up and stop being a soyboy, but I couldn't.

I'm kinda lost today because that night I was ready to tear shit up, yet I let myself down.

What the fuck is wrong with me? I need your thoughts, brothers.