Few weeks ago family member of mine got out of jail. He's been there for just about 4 years (threats, selling drugs, blackmailing, assaults at people). In many other countries he would get at least 15+ years but well, he was even sentenced for 6 but got out earlier for good behavior.

I know him very well and we use to play together as kids. We always did some crazy shit together and I had a chance to see his psychopathy traits from the start. I just always knew he was not quite normal.

So at the family gathering he's brought a girl. It didn't take him long time to get one, which is normal honestly, but the way she was submissive to him was so damn crazy to me.

I've made girls do crazy shit for me, I made them do things they were disgusted to do just because they wanted to please me and I can't really complain, BUT the way this girl looked at him and her entire body language just showed as if she see him as a God. This type look in her eyes I didn't even see when a woman would be looking at her Chad tier boyfriend. It was just unreal.

Then there is something quite gross that I noticed. His own aunt was somewhat sending him signals (I think you know what I mean). I'm not even sure she was aware on how much she changed when they were in the same room or talking etc. I can definitely see him getting himself into incest shit with her if he wanted to. But the funny thing is, he's quite dumb and I don't even think he realized her shit.

Now I also have an issue with him. First time we talked after so many years he instantly realized I'm different than before. He saw im not really submisive nor do I lose my frame around him. I just treated him like any other guy. He tried to mentally push me or whatever you call it but he failed and made himself look kinda stupid.

Knowing him he wont let this go. It's just a small thing for sure, but he's got history of being quite angry when things aren't the way he wants and whenever he feels he's losing power with someone or something, he tries to get it back.

I'm personally not afraid of him, I just have no fear to anyone anymore, even tho he can surely beat me. This is why I feel stupid right now. I actually want to fight him. Definitely a dumb idea. That guy broke his owns mother finger at the age 18.

As for me, I didn't had serious muscles nor fighting skills until I started TRT at the age 23. My T production was pretty much suppressed since age 16-17 or so after some head traumas my father gave me. This is the only thing that makes me frustrated nowadays. While I got decently strong, I know it's still far from my full potential and the true potential I might never get to because I lived years and years with low T.

At the end my rational sense tells me I should try to completely avoid him, but that would seem to be too bitchy and I will see him many more times at family gatherings and stuff like that. I wouldn't even mind breaking him with a bat or something but he's nuts and could likely hurt people I love just to make a point. Yes he did that sort of shit to people before. I really just want to fuck him up and it feels like this is somewhat question of my masculinity.