So I've been friends with this girl for about a year. We've talked about everything in life, philosophy stuff, partners stuff, everything and I've had no problem with that.

About half of a year ago I've been involved into some drama when I traveled into other city and me, her and one guy took MDMA together and they started making out in front of my eyes(which I've had little problem with at that time lol). Going further, this guy said later that he just want's to be friends with her and she started complementing me etc. in front of his eyes and remade her focus to me. I wasn't really trying hard to play her, I guessed she wanted to do some FWB because we planned to go to a cottage and take LSD together, alone. But as I was doing more beta shit her interest fell off and it wasn't just us going to a cottage together but also that friend from earlier. She didn't want to go alone anymore but to take some friend with us. When I was saying it wasn't an option subject was falling off.

Now 2 months passed, obviously cottage plan didnt go off, but at least we did LSD together but still we ended up at that guys home and ended up going to the roof as we were tripping, holding hands and looking at falling stars lol. All that time during summer break I was trying to do some physical stuff or activities with her but that failed every time unless it was her proposing that. I was even trying to do some physical escalation but that was just ending up on holding hands and everything else just failed despite the shit she has done before summer break (sending "Sex on Fire" songs etc.).

Now I'm pretty done already with this shit, getting embarrassed in front of my social circle when trying something with her, getting rejected from every invitation I do to do stuff together, her arguing in front of me with that guy who LJBF'ed her, saying shit she does to take revenge on guy who LJBF'ed her (kissing with his best friend when he was behind the wall cleaning home). All I wanted to have is a FWB who I would fuck occasionally on drugs, do fun stuff with her but as I started realizing everything, I guess I took wrong approach and as I'm seeing everything with TRP theory in mind I was lying to myself all the time that this woman is different from others and will like kind but beta me.

I like her as she is but without all that shit behind and making me emotional tampoon for her shit. I really like talking with her (usually drug related shit that I can't talk about with much more people) but I guess taking some distance from her and showing that I'm kinda done of her shit wouldn't be bad in that situation. Not texting everyday, taking care of myself(diet, gym, hobbies etc.). Only situation I don't know how to behave Is when she mentions taking drugs or doing other shit but not alone with me because if I resign she will end up doing that probably anyway and I will end up looking butthurt and after all I dont want to get involved anymore in her shitty dramas.

Also I'm aware guys that I have some oneits going on in here but after all I consider her as a good friend, companion to trip on psychodelics. But also as I said I'm tired of her getting me involved into her dramas, playing me and everything. What do you guys think I should do?