This will read like a brag post, but I’m always surprised by how much people seem to like and respect me without even putting in effort. Sometimes people say sweet shit to me that sounds like they’re joking but they’re actually sincere. I’ve had some of the hottest girls at my school pretty much crush on me.

I’ve had some crazy success socially, the type of situations I would imagine in my head they would happen. I wished they would happen but I never realized I could actually make them happen. I’ve got high self esteem but I really am not used to this. I feel like I can get away with anything. I think deep inside I don’t really believe it.

How can I start believing it?