I’m 18, recovering incel and I’m retaking my final year of HS to get into a decent college next year.

My issue is I feel myself drifting away from my only social group and my low self esteem and anxiety is making it hard to take action and hopefully secure a new one. In school I have one friend who’s a part of the aforementioned social group and there are two other guys my age retaking the year as well.

The root cause of this is because one guy who I was friends with got real cold with me because he was jealous that a girl he liked flirted and cuddled with me one night. I found out not too long ago that he’d been pissed with me the whole time and now I feel insecure in my position in the group and have become more withdrawn (weak frame I know). I apologised to the guy when I found out but still theres cold tension between us, tbh he’s not the most mentally stable person out there and it’s pretty obvious he resents me.

But yeah I just feel so damn insecure in school now because I barely know anyone and can barely get my sentences out, Its a form of mental weakness and I’m starting to feel more like my anxiety ridden self from two years ago. What I want to know is, how can I make the best out of this shitty situation, hopefully recover my position in the social group and potentially forge new ones?