Hey, 19 year old college student. Been lurking for years, done pretty well, but now, with everything that has happened I'm finding myself desperate for some kind of human affection or contact, and I've slipped pretty far. For background, I've always been a solitary guy, its my main weakness, and now that I'm in college, I lack the friend groups that I had back home. I'm trying to find some girl to get my mind off things. And before the basic advice of lift, etc. I'm getting back into it, but with the world going to shit, its tough to get back into it. In an apartment, bike to college, planning on getting a punching bag for stress and for cardio. What I'm saying is, I want to get back into the swing of things, and stop feeling so damn broken. Every few days I just lie in bed, hoping I could have someone to hold, or some sort of affection. I don't think that's what is wrong, but its crippling nonetheless.