So im going to start my report off by saying that I have been a hardcore blue piller,but always liked "manly stuff" lifting and fights etc.

So I was in the eight grade,alot of girls in my class. And every year you have this P.E "test" in wich they measure how much push ups,or crunches can you do,and other exercises. I wasnt fat,but I sure as hell wasnt near slim,and that test was in a about a month or two,I decided to get my shit together and start practicing(wanted to impress some females,tried to get a bit buffer). It was mainly doing it for about half an hour late at night alone. Nothing special. So when I arrived at the test,there were a bunch of girls there,all following and watching the popular slim guys. It was my turn and the crowd started to disperse...but I managed to pull of the highest number of crunches,far above the slim "hot" guys. Cue into about 2 months after that,im sitting with this one slutty girl in my class(not my choice) and she starts feeling up my leg so im like a bit "wtf" and then she looks at me and wants to touch my abs....(reminder,I was a 15 year old blue piller) so I freaked out and pushed her hands away.

So im in high school now,engineering class,worst mistake of my life. Im surronded by 15 dudes,no motivation to dress good,to exercise,to eat healthy. All of my motivation has gone away.