As in the title. 20M, in a week will be studying year 2 out of 5 in the univesity. I have nobody to talk to because of my distance with parents and lack of any friends to talk to or hang out whatsoever. Things feel all too much for me. Don't want to sound like a total bitch but I really feel powerless and have no willingness to do even basic house chores. I don't want it to continue but am deeply afraid of changing thing. Like idk why, not feeling this constant internal pressure on me. Every answer much appreciated