It’s like she knows I definitely won’t tolerate being a beta orbiter but unless I am 100% the high value alpha male she desires (I’m not) or if I make one mistake, she wants nothing to do with me.

Meanwhile all the beta bucks, simps, and orbiters can be the biggest faggots ever and while they are completely oblivious, they are still happy and they get the girl I want at the end of the day.

Shit like this is what makes me want to give up on RP.. I’m not even happy with the end game results of being an alpha, but I’ll take what I can get..and I still can’t get it