I am an Indian (26/M) visiting my home-country after two years. Have been red-pilled for the last 6 months but gained weight recently so I am having confidence issues and haven’t had sex since the last 2 months. There is this girl I fancy from my home-town. She sent me a snap yesterday and we started chatting. I got desperate, don’t know what came over me and long-story short, I asked her to send me a snap in a cringy way and she just ignored my ass. Felt crushed as to how I was behaving as I have been practicing stoicism for a while. I will be able to next her and move on but I am shocked at myself and don’t know what to do next. Don’t know what’s happening and what I should do next.