This technically is a follow up (TLDR: broke up with GF, 17 years old, I'm 21, it's legal, not the point, 2 days ago because I was not feeling it anymore) from my last post, but it's necessary to read it, that's not the main point this time around.

I ended up talking to her to give her the closure she wanted.

After asking me why I made that decision out of the sudden (it was literally one day I love you, next one gtfo, I'll give her that), she then touched on a particular set of questions: "What do you honestly feel about me right now?" That left me wondering (honestly I had no particular motive other than feeling emptiness). After a while I told her that in the last few weeks (months, but regardless) I had trouble feeling something other than emptiness for anyone including her and myself.

From what we've (mostly her) gathered on her next set of questions (and I did the math, it checks out) I might have depression. She passed through the same situation previously, and tried to help me deal with it (she's always done the best she could to take care of me), hence the reason of her specific questions.

If I needed some time to deal with stuff she'd give me the time I wanted and that she'd be there for me if I needed anything (possibly some sort of manipulation, trying to still make me still dependent on her or she just wants to actually help, I'd guess 3 but you can quote me on that later, I do know her pretty well tho).

Which leaves me to my current questions:

1- How can I eficiently deal with depression? I've had it previously before and I have no idea how I've managed to deal with it, if I ever did. I've also noted that recently my schedule goes like: eat, work, gym, sleep, repeat. I also almost feel forced when hanging out/communicating with people in general or when I'm invited to something. One thing I do know is that ill be quitting my job asap, that's been a hellhole since I've steped my foot there.

2- Should I reconsider our relationship? She never gave me a reason to not trust/break up with her, quite the opposite, but we broke up a couple of days ago and after venting this all with, I'll probably look weak/broken, and with hypergamy, possible lost of attraction, frame and whatnot I'm not quite sure how to proceed. I could just plate her for a while, she too after all this might be looking to branch swing or start doing casual but what are your guys thoughts on the matter?

Edit: I'm also a guy that never opens himself to people, woman, man, child or any of the other 36 sexes out there, so that might be a good factor do consider the why of my depression resurfacing