So I’ve got it pretty good. I’ve worked hard, but God had my back at the beginning. I have a decent job that I’m happy doing, have been smart with my money due to my parents being a banker and accountant. When I was about 15 I got seriously into the gym and I’m 25 now. I’m 6’2 with a decent face, sat at around 11% bf at 100kg and have been learning more about the red pill over the past few years. My point is that I’ve never been someone who really struggled with girls, sex hasn’t been accessible but it’s not been too far away if that makes sense. I’ve used and abused AAS and SARMs (RAD140 sucks dick) in my time and right now I’m natural, luckily my LH and FSH recovered although it sent me bald I couldn’t be happier.

I was messaging a girl and everything was a bit meh, I’m over just sex at this point and have been seriously looking for an LTR. I know it’s early but if I get into one and don’t like it 5 years down the line I’ve still got a bit of my youth right? Anyway, me and this girl clearly just didn’t get along, we butted heads a lot and as we got into an argument both over text and in person she would always make excuses, relating to mental health mainly. This isn’t to take away from people who truly do suffer from mental health issues, but I just don’t have the time/want to be depressing. I’m all about positivity. I brought this up and she was just droning on about how sad she was, I said she needs to get herself sorted before she tries to initiate a relationship. Don’t get me wrong, she’s very good looking (8/9) but I just couldn’t deal with it. I went out with a few friends to a pub next to my house and I swear by luck she was there, unless I was stalked which is also a possibility. She came over and acted like a whore. She was grinding, trying to kiss my neck and groping me. Before this I still saw the girl objectively attractive but something just flipped, she was no longer the good looking girl who isn’t in the right headspace. She’s now a whore who showed me how easily someone can get into her pants. It was like she’s put a mask on and I no longer found her attractive. It seems like I’ve just found myself rehashing SMV but on women’s side.

It was truly a weird experience. I’ve never had such an instant turn off in my life. Anyone had similar experiences?