Yes. I’m a college/uni student and their is this girl on my course who has been giving IOIs. During a lab session she sits on my desk. Anyways i’ve said a few words in passing here or there since i’ve been focused on getting in and out of the class asap. I was out with the boys a couple nights ago and just chilling having a good time, talking to club sluts and dancing. She came in and stared at me i’m guessing waiting for me to open a conversation. I didn’t cus autism??? anyway i has my first lab since that night and caught her staring at me and i fucking gave her a “wtf are u doing” as if she was fugly as hell how can i stop being such an autist cus i’m not ugly. Black, 5’11, Stocky (chubby but can defo tell i lift) and a decent face. she’s like a 6.5/10 if that matters but lower SMV than me. anyway why am i such an autist?