This is gonna sound pathetic. I have onetitis for an absolute hoe. She's a 9 with bipolar disorder, and alpha widowed.
Knew her for years. Only half heartedly applied TRP principles simple because my 'love for hero's always took over. Typical push pull shit where whenever I walk away she comes back extremely strong and I'm sucked back in.
Things are over now. We dont talk. I dont want to talk to her. I really dont want the cycle to perpetuate any longer. However she's in my classes so I guess I always have to be cordial with her just so I dont look like a hurt loser.
But the truth is I am a hurt loser. I think about her all day long. Sure I gym and medidate but do so while she's on my mind.
I go out with other girls, and they like me but I couldn't care less. Truth is the only reason I even talk to women is to get over my onetitis. However my interest in them is zero. IDGAF if they get analed in their free time I couldn't care less and it's the truth.
Obviously things are completely different with my onetitis. I care about every little detail even when we dont talk
I know it sounds pathetic and this has been going on for more than I want to admit. But WTF do I do? I honestly dont have the interest to pursue other women, I just do so and all the TRP shit to get over her telling myself daily itll help but it isnt....
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