I slipped up a lot I became basically this girls bitch buying her shit all the time we break up cause she says she’s not ready the next day I tell my homie and he’s like good she wasn’t good for you and then sends me a screen recording of them sending each other messages sexually back and forth and he told me he didn’t know at the time we were dating she went behind my back and did this it triggered some shit from my past and I’ve been so depressed over it I feel like my best isn’t good enough at all I can’t even show up in school for the past week I’ve been at home like a bitch I was so close to taking my own life but fuck that she got mad at me for questioning her on that saying I never trusted her and we weren’t that serious during that time of the relationship and she was messing around and don’t bring it up cause it was in the past I was just so hurt I gave her my all time money love everything and she does this with one of my friends he is currently mad at her idk what to do she says she loves me she’s misses me and shit and wants to get back together when she’s ready and I’m just stuck here confused on what to do with this situation should I be mad at the friend too idk anymore I lost all self worth and trust in people so why not take a shot with the internet