I'm close to 30 but never kissed before, not even hand holding, I never had a gf. I look good with clothes but I don't like my body, I wouldn't feel confident to get naked around a girl.

Now, I went back to college and lots of young girls hitting on me, probably that's not only they find me hot but they also think I'm experienced but I'm not! I badly want to date one of the girls and fuck but as I said I don't even feel confident for a kiss, she would find out I'm a virgin, probably she can tell I have never kissed before right?

So, I'm giving up on those girls because even to get my body jacked enough or lose weight would take months and I will already be graduating next June. But it's killing me for the first time I have lots of girls interested but I can do nothing. I feel so bitter, I was already feeling bitter being a virgin at 30 and never lived my youth but I feel twice bad now!