I’m in highschool sixteen and I don’t know what’s wrong with me I’ve been red pill for a year and five months I’ve read all there is even the old 2000s post the sidebar literally every week. I read all ams booksand have known him for a year until I said he almost got me a harassment charge and he blocked me. All the red pill has done was make me get a lot of status in real life and the Internet look up lilrobinzz. I still can’t seem to fully master it I feel guilty treating girls like this it’s too the point where I have a female bestie and I absolutely can’t act stoic I’m a clown which people say is a good thing. How do I focus and implement trp