APALT.

All people are like that. Despite your desire to view yourself in a favorable light, you are no more unique or special than the next man. You may have different tastes in music, politics, and sports. You may hold different beliefs, values, and worldviews. Yet, despite this surface level nuances, you and me, well, we are quite the same.

Around these parts, we have a saying - “believe what she does, not what she says.” Experientially, I have found this true. There is often a very big chasm between what a woman thinks and what a woman actually does. She can’t help it. She doesn’t even notice the discrepancy between her mind and her behavior. For this reason, I have a great deal of respect for anyone who can both espouse their ideals and embody them. Unfortunately, I have yet to meet such an individual.

We are quick to say AWALT, to judge women alone on their behavior, not their intellect. What a handy tool. If you want insight into your LTR, your plate, or any woman in your life, just watch how she acts. Its especially handy if you know a particular woman’s menstrual cycle. Because behavior is dictated by the chemistry of the body, not the lofty ideals of the conscious. The individual controls the conscious and the conscious has a certain degree of control over behavior, emotion, and action. But only a very small portion of it. Do you tell your heart to beat? Your stomach to digest? Your hair to grow?

There are many aspects of the body, of the self, which are well beyond the conscious control of the individual. Most of what we are is actually beyond our conscious control. Which leads to more questions - why am I capable of thinking and partially influencing my ways in the world whilst also not being capable of controlling the functions of my body?

Is the thinking, conscious mind something separate from the body, something merely wearing the body, like a man behind the steering wheel of his vehicle? Or is it all a continuous mechanism? I do not have the answers to any of these questions. It taxes my mind to simply think of them.

Perhaps my mind, in its correct usage, is the spiritual component of my body, the tool or mechanism which can be used to garner my own refinement and resulting transcendence. Maybe that’s why I am capable of thinking. Maybe it serves an eschatological purpose.

I do know, however, that most of what I am is well beyond the control of my conscious. I am some sort of playtoy for the broader intelligence of nature. I am often not the conscious director of my impulses. Rather, my impulses control me which is to suggest that they are beyond me, that they are guiding principles used by the intelligence of nature. Our desire to fuck, our taste for curvy, young women, our mate-guarding tendencies, our primal impulse to pin a girl down and dominate her, it all arises out of the intelligence of nature. I am just a character in its play, in its operation. I am acting out what all other organisms have acted out before - the act of procreation, the act of survival.

You may be selfish and think of your wants and needs as something that arise out of yourself. Hungry? Well, my stomach is empty. Horny? It’s been awhile since I’ve been laid. Depressed? My value is low, I am closer to death. Our bodies are always directing action. And our bodies are the very minute pieces of the operation of nature as a whole. Your impulses are mostly directed towards survival and procreation. It really doesn’t serve your own purpose. To think otherwise is self-centered. You are a cog used by nature to fulfill its own goals. Sure, all those impulses help maintain your own being, but more importantly, they help sustain all of nature. Nature depends on regeneration. If all beings, all organisms ignored their impulses to breed and survive, it all would become null.

My point in such speculation is that you live within a world in which nature is the guiding principle. The impulses of nature are the impulses that rest within you. Thus, human nature is also the nature of the cosmos. All follows a template. All follows principle. For this reason, you are not an independent being. Your impulses are not your own. It is simply nature living through you. And you are the playtoy which nature uses to serve its own purposes.

This point brings us back to AWALT. Women are not free agents. They live under the spell of nature. They are trapped and dictated not by what rests at the forefront of their conscious, but rather by the intelligence that rests within them, that spans well beyond them. You may want to accuse women of being solipsistic, selfish bitches out of spite, out of your failures, out of your heart breaks. But, really you only curse nature with your hatred. Women, all individual tastes aside, simply are the forefront of the feministic principles of nature which have guided all other organisms and species. Study any animal and you will find that the female gender of that species will have analogous behaviors to that of today’s women. Nothing escapes the laws and patterns of nature. And for such reason, it is foolish to curse an individual woman. She is simply the toy of nature’s preservative and regenerative intelligence.

We are eager to say AWALT, to curse the shitty behaviors of women. But have you ever considered AMALT? You too, are simply the forefront of nature’s intelligence. And if you study any other male animal, you will find that your behaviors of courtship, your assertiveness, your aggression, your competitive attitude, and your unfettered sexual domination is equally, but more crudely matched by matched by males of different species. And likewise, your sexual failures, your shortcomings, and your lowly stature are dictated by behaviors in which nature has determined you unworthy. Study the failure male of animals and you will find that they closely match your own failures. Got AMOGED? So did that losing Ram in a butting of heads. Can’t provide any provider value and are physically weak? No breeding rights for you or the monkey that resembles you.

For reasons stated above, I will safely say APALT: there are principles and guiding templates of nature at work that exist well beyond your idealisms, your dogmatisms, your utopias, your consciousness, and rather exist in a place which are well beyond the control of your mind and the control of your personality.

When I first started digesting the pill, I began to distrust women and what they said. AWALT. Experientially, this has been verified for me. Behavior trumps intellect. If you want to understand a woman, look at what she does, not what she says. Look at what she embodies in her actions not what she idealistically conveys through her words.

AMALT unfortunately. You too cannot be trusted. Whatever comes out of your mouth is likely bullshit especially if it comes out during a time of comfort. A true test of a man and that which he espouses occurs when he is placed in a situation which challenges his ideals, which stimulates the circuitry of his body and the primal intelligence of nature which rests in his bones. You cannot help it. Your brain exists in different dimensions, different perceptions, and different chemical states during the scenarios of life. It's easy to sit in your arm chair and proclaim that you will stand up to any man who challenges you. Now it's Friday night and some motherfucker twice your size is charging full ahead at you. Your adrenaline spikes. Your heart rate increases. Your rational, conscious mind disappears. And you recede into the same mental state that prey may feel running across the savannas of Africa. You know you are no match for this tank of a man. You know death is likely imminent of you take him on. The preservative intelligence of your body will likely kick in and you will run and evade the situation. To stand up to a fight, although seemingly noble, is a contradiction to everything your body is telling you to do.

Scenarios aside, any man is respectable whose actions match their words given any circumstances. Given what I have seen in this life, I have always found a conflict between what is said and what is done. Not in easy situations, but in the most difficult. Context, not intellect will always determine behavior.

For this reason, I think the TRP of idiom of “believe what she does, not what she says” is equally applicable to men. Men are more rational, men are more logical, so I think there is a closer alignment for men between what is said and what is done, but ultimately behavior above all else always reveals the lies of the intellect, of the conscious.

You might find this self-evident in your interactions with women. You’ll spend hours online reading, watching, and learning how to improve your dating life. Once you hit the field, you have a head crammed full of knowledge and you believe you are ready to handle all the shit a woman will throw at you. You’re ready to escalate a situation into sex. You’re ready for it all. But if you’re a newbie, you will find that your behavior isn’t aligned with your intellect. Slowly, through experience you will bridge the gap. That gap may slowly close as you become more experienced with women, but that gap, in all facets of life will never close.

Thus, I say to you: never trust people’s utterances fully. The circumstances of life and primal impulses of nature that rests throughout our being will always trump the idealisms and dogmatisms of our mind. The conscious mind is a very tiny fragment of intelligence which rests upon a grandiose, supreme intelligence which is beyond our control. And it is this intelligence which will dictate our actions. It is this intelligence which will guide you in heated situations, situations in which your idealisms are of no practical use. Be careful of what ideological possessions you allow to grip your conscious mind. Because, you can very easily lie to yourself. And you can very easily let ideals infiltrate you which are not in alignment with your actual nature. Watch how you act behaviorally. Watch how others act behaviorally. That’s where the truth lies.