So I experimented with meditation about a decade ago in my blue pill days and had some pretty euphoric experiences. Because of this I vaguely understand the basics of how it works.

Just now, I decided to try it in the context that it is discussed here. And holy shit. My mind has changed man, and I'm not sure for the better.

Thoughts were racing at me so fast I couldn't keep up with them. On multiple levels if that makes sense. Like on a auditory level, a visual level, a scenario level and several others. They were also mostly coming from a place of anxiety. I did about 3 minutes and I don't think I actually cleared my head once, not even for a second.

Shit guys, my mind has become a terrible thing to taste. Don't do drugs kids.