Here's a rundown I am 18 turning 19 im 100kg 6ft1 never worked a day in my life my dad left the house when I was young grew up with single mum and siblings. I feel hopeless and depressed i haven't cried in months feel dead inside. I'm unfocused and shit at my studies doesnt help i live in a cold cramped house with drama that I get sucked into idk I went from a happy child into this friendless unmotivated blog. I want to get better and fix this before it causes any more damage ik what to do this my plan. Here's my plan feel free to suggest additions

  1. Lift
  2. Find a place to stay
  3. Job 4 get my college education
  4. Build a social circle and actually live a normal life. That's the basics also need to get rid of my smartphone its so fucking addicting, and my masturbation problem.