Since my first Field Report I have tried to take into account the advice that TRP has offered me and so I decided to write this Field Report to self reflect and hopefully also show progress. Last night, it was my friends birthday so I decided to go out and celebrate with him. I also had the goal in mind of finding a date to my fraternity formal.

The night started off hanging out with three or four of my friends, talking to hot girls we saw at the bars. While there wasn't too much to look at while drinking at the bar, I did happen to see a girl I had hooked up with while blacked out in my BP days. I know that she has hooked up with at least one other of my friends before and I don't ever take her seriously. She approached me to start a conversation and after about 5 minutes of flirting she went back to her group of friends, after giving me her number and asking me to text her later in the night.

From here we decided to go to another bar, where a lot of my friends go at night. We met up with a girl who is mutual friends of all of ours. Even though she has a LTR, she still flirts all the time with our group of friends and generally seems like she would possibly hook up with one of us. She introduced me to a girl she was with, and we seemed to hit it off. She is very attractive but I hear that she has an LTR also which sort of discourages me. While continuing to drink heavily at the bar, I remember hearing that the girl wanted me to ask her to formal, but I didn't really take it seriously and played it off. By this time the girl from the first bar was wanting to meet up and go back to my place. I decided to go with the sure thing, meeting up with the original girl and we go back to my place.

Once back we fuck for a while, though both of us are very drunk. At one point we stop, and once I decided to keep going, I asked her to give me head as my dick was dry and it was going to hurt to push into her(she was on BC so no condom no lube). She declined, saying, "I don't do that," even though she literally just had 20 minutes prior before we had sex for the first time. I told her that she could give me head or walk home to which she said ok, called a cab in my bed and then left. I acted like I didn't care, and I was kind of glad since she told me her class tomorrow was at 8AM.

I texted the girl from the second bar with the LTR and we sent three or four messages between eachother, yet ended somewhat abruptly. My read on it is that she isn't interested, but friends who were at the bar also said she wanted me to ask to formal and they are encouraging me to do it. I have not texted the girl I brought home and have felt a little like an asshole for kicking her out, even though my problem in my last FR was for not kicking a girl out when she wouldn't put out. What are your thoughts TRP? Any thoughts or comments would be great.