I've always had a pretty toxic homelife including poverty, abuse, a suicidal brother and drug addiction in my family/extended family. I've always preferred keeping this myself and only emotionally opened up towards male friends. I never talk about this to girls.

However one of my good friends loves getting into deep talk with people in our social circles at raves and a lot of girls i'd like to game now know about these issues which kinda pisses me off.

I'm a pretty high smv guy (6'1 200lb 15% bf) but does this in any way effect my smv and changes peoples perception of me making me look weak?

Everyone involved here is between 19-20.