I've had it. I am tired of being weak, an emotional door mat for women, and not taking charge in my life. I have been very interested in TRP, and as a high school elder, now is the time for change.

She had sex with another man for the last time. Fuck you you whore, I don't need to rely on you anymore, or this system I have been brought up to believe that man needs to be in check. I can get 10 more like her.

I started reading the side bar vigorously. It all makes sense. I have been fed this bullshit since birth. I am attractive, strong, untouchable. I have it all within me. I'm no longer Mr. Emotional Beta Bitch. I am sick of it.

I still have much to learn. Knowledge on health is being obtained. I am eating healthier, and began working out. I am becoming confident in my body. The hard part, however, is mental strength. I have always been told to submit. Hold your emotions in. Don't take charge. DONT BE A MAN.

But I am done . I know what my future self holds. And that is why I just swallowed the Red Pill.