I’ll try to keep this to the point

Met her last semester cold approaching texted on and off. She has a bf pretty sure long distance. Went on a intsa I was pretty physical but had to leave early.

Next semester start to think about her text her and she comes out things are great until I want to kiss her I fuck up the kiss bad like a newbie she polity denies not like what are you doing but like a not yet.

We still go back to my place and watch tv and she lays in my bed with me and I was gonna go for this kiss again this was still recoverable but I realized my head was on some weird blue pill shit and I gonna be all weird about it.

See her two day later leaving her dorm walked with her and talk to her fucking beta as shit super reactive and I texted her right after.

I’ve found the best thing to do about oneitis is to burn it down, but I’ve been reading Mode One and I think I can be a man about my intentions now and it seems like this is still recoverable. The fact of me posting this means I still have oneitis. The last oneitis I had was in June and it cost me almost 2 fucking months.

Should I not text her for a week or get her to come out Tuesday and she can see I’m not a cuck or cut the time loss and burn it down? What do you think?