Most people tell me I’m an attractive guy, from girls to boys, even got asked to be a male model. The problem is that when I was 12-17 I was ugly so that crushed my self love. Even tho people tell me I’m handsome I always find a way to believe I’m not and that’s fucks me up. That makes me pull girls but they leave or friend zone because I become needy for love and attention, I even once had and ons and I asked her “why did you chose me”, it was pathetic. I know the problem is that I don’t love myself enough, I tried talking with a psychologist and even with a friend that it’s really red pill but they only say “you should not worry about that you are handsome, you just need to believe that you are”, but that does not really help me. I don’t want to keep feeling needy nor depressed, I’m going to the gym since I was 17 and thanks god my job situation improved a lot from last year, it’s just that I don’t love myself.