Over the past year and a half I've turned it around.

After digesting the RP I hit a long stretch of depression that most people who fully digest the pill feel at some point.

It was a sort of hopelessness and despair. All the while I continued to build myself and:

- Got a job making over 6-figures

- Went from 150 to now 185 hovering around 12% body fat

- Finally, I bought a car and getting ready to get my own place soon

- Setting goals and focused on achieving and growing

I have also never had more options when it comes to women. Women now chase me and pursue me and in most cases I find myself turning many of them down. ( looks-wise within a 6-8 range).

Attracting women has never been easier in my life but yet...I find myself not caring AT ALL.

I've had numerous girls try to lock me down for a relationship and have not had any interest in it whatsoever...

I've dropped several plates who were cool girls just because I wouldn't make time for them or if I did I would find some better way to spend my time and cancel on them. Eventually, they would venture off of course.

I've found that I've somewhat lost my "thirst" for women. I find myself turning down more opportunities for sex with women, I no longer chase for validation, and it just seems I have lost most interest in spending time with women in general...I just don't care and it feels like something is wrong because of the lack of fucks...

I still have a high sex drive from working out, a clean diet, good supplements, etc. and I don't fap more than once a week.

So I can't help but feel like, there's something wrong with me. Why don't I still have the same "thirst" and drive to put effort and time into women as my friends do?

I don't feel depressed anymore and I also don't feel like I'm hopeless. I feel that the future is bright but...I just find it interesting as to what is happening after fully digesting the truth...

Just wondering is this normal or could I still be in some type of depression?

Anyone else at a similar stage or going through something similar?