It might be a bit long, skip to do last part if you want.

Trp has been in my life for almost 2 years now and i have improved in every aspect of the life.

I am a happier man first of all, i have a purpose which is getting graduated and passing the exam to became a good doctor.

I am working out, it is not a chore anymore but a need, i cant go on long without gym.

I stopped spending my fathers money, instead i am earning mine and i even have quite some in my bank account.

I have got a beauty waiting for me, really nice behaving ltr.

And i am much more aware of my life now.

I would never see it coming, gettin muscular having a nice physique, having money at theend of the month, getting girls easily...

So i am good and thank god for that.But there is one thing i cant handle good.

That is conflict, I literally just got bullied and i froze down. I am angry and i hate myself for times like this. When i was young i would be made fun of because i was fat and i dont know they liked bullying weak kids. After saying all this stuff, I realize i did not really changed much. I am still weak and i get hurt easily.

Please show me a way, change my perspective.