Met this girl during the summer. 2 years older than me. Though she was a unicorn. Fell for each other. She actually lives far away from me. I continued talking to her online cuz she was a solid option.Visited me over the holidays, had a great time, she asked for a LTR (which is also LDR). I accepted.

She was chasing me, but now tables turned. She tells me she loves me. I love her too. I was happy with her but lately I can't tell if this was a match made in heaven or hell.

She does coke all night with her guy friends and then sends me nudes. Sometimes she doesn't reply for hours. I called her out on it, she convinced me she loves only me and those are platonic only. I believed her. After all, shes my unicorn.

Now she has friends over. For the last 3 days, we barely talked even though I tried to initiate conversation. I imagine she's drinking and doing drugs.

If you read this coming from TRP background, you probably think I'm insane, but keep in mind I like doing those things too. Sex was amazing. I do drugs and drink loads and enjoy same types of music and we generally vibe like soulamtes.

I'm thinking of just ghosting her and maybe downgrading our relationship to just a plate. Do you think I should next or try to talk to her/fix...