Hey guys, I want to hear your stories of your blue pill days and reflect on the cringe moments. I will tell you mine too. Apologies for long story.

TLDR: I discovered some my ex seeing other men. I forgave her only for her to do it again. I forgave her again but not really and she broke up with me because of it. And she was with her new man 2 weeks later.

Personally, One of my biggest blue pill memories is when I was with my ex girlfriend for over 1,5 years. One night I was working on some articles I had to write on her computer and she went out with her girls to a salsa party. While I was working, suddenly a message popped up. Turned out she had connected her computer to her phone and when she recieved texts, they would pop up on the computer too. Also I could read past convos.

At this time I trusted her but I was still curious what was up. The curiousity got to me and I ended up reading them texts. I was horrified at what I was reading. She was seeing some guy at the party she was going that night. And had been seeing two other guys too.

At that moment my heart shattered in to a thousand pieces because I treated her like a princess (like a total simp). I smoked a total of 6 or 7 consecutive cigarettes to the point that my lungs actually hurt. Later that night when she came home i confronted her about it and she denied everything not knowing that I had read her texts on her computer. After that she said she was sorry and that it wasnt what it looked like. I trusted and forgave her later that night.

Ofcourse I had trust issues afterwards and I was very open about that with my ex. And for some time she did her best to regain my trust. Everything went well until one time she was on videocall with a friend of hers and she explicitly told her that I was in the room too. In my mind that was a red flag but I didnt follow up on it. Some weeks later I ran into some friends of her while shopping. We exchanged numbers and went on with our lives.

Some days later that friend texted me saying my ex was seeing other men again behind my back. This time I told my ex straight up that I knew she was seeing other men and I would forgive her if she wouldnt do it again. Ofcourse she agreed to this easy deal. I did not feel intimate with her and did not trust anymore at this point.

In a way to get some petty revenge, I slept with two other women behind her back and confessed this to her. We got into a big fight and not long after we broke up.

2 weeks later I was still hurt and got in contact with her friend again. After some drinks we hooked up and got to talking about my ex and she told me she was with a new man already.