📷r/survivinginfidelity•Posted byu/screwedoverfemcel6 hours ago

Can this month get any worse?

📷Rant

F you, November! So far this is what's happened so far this month to me!

  • Lost my job
  • Lost my civil lawsuit against the a-hole ex who racked up his student loan in my name, told me the loan never processed, then defaulted on it
  • Despite all this, XBF's baby mama GF is STILL with him, even after he screwed me over with the loan
  • Meanwhile, I'm Still not getting any! 😖
  • Ditched again by a guy from Tinder last night
  • LITTLE sister had her baby a few weeks ago, reminding me how behind the clock I am, plus nobody told me she had the baby a few weeks early until after I found all their posts about it on social media via one of my decoy profiles. Total trigger of infidelity for me since this is how I found out about XBF's affair baby
  • Recently the apartment complex raised my rent, right before this job loss too
  • I went back to the ob/gyn last month and oh, Gardnerella came back again, AGAIN, this is 2nd time out of 2 for this infection that I have gotten WHILE CELIBATE even though this is supposedly sexually transmitted
  • To top it all off, my family doesn't want me coming over for Thanksgiving

I feel like it's pointless to go on. When will things stop getting so bad? If it weren't for bad luck, I'd have no luck at all! How can I break out of this nightmare cycle?