This subreddit, the Internet, and what's most important, the reality made me realise something I tried to deny, I refused to believe the truth, I was blind and deaf but now I feel... released? I used to dream about getting married etc, usual things most men do but right now I don't. In fact, I am disgusted by the past version of myself. I want to forget about the old me. He was stupid, naive, young and unexperienced, that's why I don't blame him for all the mistakes he did. The mistakes I made are actually valuable. I learned a lot. Right now, I don't even think about women in category of having relationships or "love" simply because these creatures are uncapable of loving. They are vain, empty, selfish "people" who do not love. They just want to be treated like queens, but they are not queens. They are parasites. Ever since I stopped chasing women, I've been feeling so good about myself. The creatures are disgusting. They lie, they use you. Relationships are unprofitable for men. Totally unprofitable. You get basically nothing and can lose so fucking much. Not worth, not at all. Right now I just see the creatures as a way to deal with my sex drive. They are nothing more than that.

Thanks for listening.