Ex broke up with me, we live together still and she is off fucking other dudes. Within days of breaking up.

I used to run intel ops, around the time her and I met. I got out of the game though “until recently”

Her hamster is working over time, through no fault of my own. I was out making new friends, I got into a fight in a bar, came home late one night covered in blood. She automatically assumed that I had gotten back into my old line of work. Before I had the chance to correct her and knowing that she has been off banging other guys, I just sort of ran with it.

I told her that I had been working with a Russian group, against a Chinese group. Over the past 2 weeks I have been going out, coming back late, looking distressed (I am distressed anyway because of the breakup and seeing her go off to other guys) I kept playing the story.

I told her I wanted out but I am afraid they will kill me because I know too much, last night I cane home to her worried about me. Tonight she has gone out to meet a guy, thinking that I may not come home, thinking that this group of Russians are going to kill me.

When she comes home she will find a bloodied shirt on the couch, blood on my pants. She is already calling and texting like crazy! Her hamster is working overtime tonight.

Hey, I can’t have her but I can sure as shit torture her in the way she is doing to me. At this point, she gets all she deserves.

Questions welcome.