So my name is sam and I am a 20 yo man and I actually live in france, I'm french.

So here's the thing I never really had good social skills with other people that is with any people I always was kinda perceptive since I was born so when people lied I knew it that was by looking at their body gesture or just trough intuition.

I was always led to the truth which was kind of ideal but I made enemy easily that could be teacher or student since a certain a day without going too much into details one of my female teacher accompanied of all my classmates thought that a certain accident I don't remember what it was, was my fault I of course denied every time people accused me even if my teacher asked me a numerous amount of time if I was sure that this certain accident was not me who did it.

One day my female teacher told me to say that I did this specific thing I of course AGAIN told her that it wasn't me and that it wasn't the truth she then told me to say that it me anyway and that it was okay and that nobody will hate me.

After that, that it was okay to say that it was you even if you didn't do it, me being an innocent child that thought that adult knows best I denounced myself as the culprit of that accident results everybody look at me disgust and hatred like a "finally you denounce yourself liar" and when I turn to my teacher and said that the teacher said that it was okay even if it was't me she then shout at me "Oh stop lying sam, don't accuse me of something I didn't say !!! what you lied for the accident and now your gonna lie for me!!!"

Results after that I developed trust issues and even though I tried to justify myself nobody would listen and the entire class resented me, I couldn't trust nor wanted to bond with any human being after that, male or female I then lost my hability to read people or rather I killed it, the only real bond that kept me going was with my family, my father to be more specific, my mother helped me out a little bit but my father's positivity and light heartedness, though I isolated myself and never talked to him about my problem somehow I feel like he knew because he always found new ways to me laugh.

Come then my sister that I affectionate in my own way by being an ass with her even though things were grimm and we weren't very rich she always was positive kinda like my father.

Of course I was interest in girl when I was 14 to 17 but thought that relationships were a waste of time and money so I bailed out not because of the time but because of the money that I wasn't willing to share with someone I couldn't trust or just give it like that it ain't my style and also because the risk of being falsely accused of rape or any fucking crime were too damn big and that the risk wasn't worth taking we all know how crazy girl can be .

Now here's the part that made me distrust even my own family my sister after spending time with other member of my mother family came back totally changed she screamed, she threatened of leaving you know usual teenager stuff but the thing that made me go "I don't have a sister anymore she's dead and I am an only child".

It is the fact that despite all my effort to avoid false rape accusation or any crime accusations for that matter, it had to be my own fucking bitch of a sister that accused me, me and my father of trying to rape her, that bitch even called the cops and had her t-shirt intact when I last saw her, and when the police arrived and she came with them half of it was teared apart even though the whole family was in the same fucking place which was the fucking living room.

This is a whole fucking new level of crazy and her argument for doing so was that we were a shitty family, parasites, poor, and that we were all going to hell and that we deserved it even though my parent always tried to be nice to her that level of hate is indecriptible honestly.

So here you have it the morality of the story don't trust anyone, not even your own blood I lowered my guard with her because I loved her from all my heart and would have died and killed millions for her and this is what happend, always be prepared even with your own family, I meditate to calm myself from all the stress but it's not tomorow that I will lower my guard, and not prepare 100 plans to get me out of a similar situation. Be cautious at all cost gentleman.