Guys, I had the pill half way down my esophagus and I threw that shit up a couple months ago. Really struggling recently. There is a blonde with big tits and an ass that I have been spinning but her lack of personality and my oneitis is starting to wear on my psyche.

At the beginning of the month I started a coop at a great STEM company, and I really thrive in the environment. I was a football player in college, and I can actually hold a conversation, so I really dominate my peers in terms of SMV.

However, I am constantly reminded of the real threat of sexual harassment in the workplace and the like so I make excuses not to pursue woman I walk by on a regular basis giving me the green light with stares and smiles.

My parents are very conservative for where I live and I am constantly conflicted with my upbringing in letting my desires interfere with work.

Someone tell me I am being a pussy and to get back on track.