Hey guys,

my english is my 3rd language and its really bad, but i try my best here. Sorry if i make a lot of mistakes. This will be a long post. Im 21 now. Damn, i dont really know where to start. Ik that stories like that are 24/7 here, but i want to share it, because i never told it somebody ever. Ill be prb very emotionaly here and use a lot of "fuck","bitch", im sorry. Im 21 now and i realized only at 13-15 years old how such a bad mom i have and how she destroyed mine, my dads and little bit my brothers life. You prb ask how i realized at at first right? My dad is a workoholic and he made sure that we had enough money for the month. He worked even sometimes on 2 jobs 7 days a week. My mom "worked" too but her job was.... ya 2-3 times a week because she is lazy af. At one point she used to ignore me and my brother when we came to her to hug her for example. She always said "Oh, im tired from work please leave me alone and shit like that" I was really pissed about that, because i loved her at that time. For us SHE DID NOTHING. She was always sitting fat on a fucking sofa watching TV and drinking wine. No joke this is the thing that she did for years. She never helped my brother with homework or someshit. She never bought me or my brother nice things when we were younger, because she is a fucking piece of shit who only thinks about herself and money is for her ALWAYS over kids. She used to yell at me and my dad for not helping her at home. BITCH ME AND MY DAD HAVE DONE EVERYTHING, FUCKING EVERYTHING. She only cooked thats all. Me and my dad went shopping, helping my brother with homework and a lot of other stuff that she never did. I mean WHAT THE FUCK is this logic? All u did was working 12-18h a week, cooking AND THATS ALL, AND YOU FUCKING COMPLAIN ABOUT ME AND MY DAD THAT WE ARE LAZY???? She is a ill lier. Everytime when i confronted her she lied. Lies lies lies everywhere. When my little brother came to me and asked me why our mom doenst love him i fucking cried so hard in my heart. Later i cried tears for 1h alone in my room, because i couldnt realize that my brother (he was 9 at that time) could say like that. I had no idea what to do. My dad later started to drink at one time heavy. He never beat us or my mom, but he abused me mentally later. (Ill come to this point later) My parents used to fight a lot and i ignored it even when my mom screamed my name for help because he beat her, what is no true she only wanted to make me against my dad. He NEVER beated her. Real story guys this is not a lie. My mom used to "borrow" money from my little brother and with borrow i mean take it from him, tell him that she will give it back one day and guess what she never gave it back. My brother told me that years years later about this story. A lot of shit happend, i could prb write 10 years and tell a lot of stories. At one point i told my dad to divorce, because it was bad for everyone. (At that point i couldnt understand why he was still with her) And guess what happend, they divorced. Me and my dad left the home and lived like poor fucks in the ugliest places ever, because it was hard to find a quick good home. But for my mother it was not enough, she still called my dad for money and stuff. BITCH WE ARE ALMOST ON THE STREETS, GAVE YOU THE FUCKING HOME AND U STILL WANT MORE FROM US???? She tried to make me against my dad for years, but i ignored it. At that time my dad drank more alcohol and worked more. It was so hard for me, because he abused me mentally at this time (when he was drunk). Im happy that i could leave my mom for my dad without any problems, because i was older than my brother. I love my brother so fucking much, but i couldnt stay with him. I always told him that i and our dad love you and one day u will live with us.

Few years later: My brother lives now with us, my dad is happy af with his new gf. Fuck, his woman is the best woman ive ever seen so far. She showed me and my brother more love in the last years more than our bitch mom. We are trying to get a better life.

My dad said sorry to me for the mentally abuse and that it wasnt real he just lost the controll (which i understand) and he explained me that i saved his life by telling him to quit the relationship with my mom years ago. I asked him why he married her. (Ive never asked any questions about my mom ever) He said that she was different and changed so hard when they got married and he doesnt wanted a divorce, because he had not the power to leave my brother with the monster alone. (He was to young at that time and couldnt come with us). He said that it was really hard to do the divorce because of my little brother.

It was difficult for my dad to have contact with my brother because my mom made my brother against him and told him that he never loved him.

He is 13 now and understands that everything from my mom was a lie. My dad was not always a good dad and he did bad things to me sadly, but in the end im thankful that i have him as a dad.

At one point i had no more control and told my mom if YOU BITCH take a step to me, my dad or my brother again i will fuck you. This fat ugly worthless bitch went fucking crazy and screamed at me "YOUR DAD MADE YOU AGAINST ME?" "HOW CAN YOU SAY THAT"? She tried to smack me but im 2 heads higher than her lol.

Guess what happend with the bitch? She had a chad, she got a kid at 45 FUCKING YEARS OLD and lives alone.

I guess you now what my dads last words were about the marriage

everything that i wrote here was real and not even 10% of everything what happend. I cant write more, im little bit in tears right now because of old memories. I just wanted to let it out.

Have a nice day