I've been in MGTOW for a while, but I'm here for another reason, rather than the relationship thing.

All my life I was raised to take care of my family, protect my mom and sisters, hell I was the one that would pick up the slack when dad couldn't.

Look Ill cut clean, I fought off a lot of gangsters and guys that were pieces of shit.

During my 20's I worked from five in the morning to one in the morning, until I quit doing that because my head couldn't take it anymore.

I wasted my entire life.

In a few months, I'll be 30 and it turns out that the bitches that were my sisters......you guys have been in here long enough, you can figure it out.

Worst of all, my mom was aware of it and encouraged it.

I never had a girlfriend or been on dates, I was always working and before that study and take care of the family...

For those of you that have sons don't do the same thing to them, don't raise them to take care of the family and if you do don't hide this information from them.

Because its hell knowing that I waisted my entire life.

As for women, to be honest I don't have any good experiences with them.

There are three times that stick out, one time I asked a girl out and her response was to point and laugh at me.

Once I asked a girl out and she said yeah, Ill met you over there at this time and like an idiot I waited for her. A friend of mine saw me waiting and it was he who patted me on the back and told me she was with another guy.

The last one is...... Don't ever fight for a girl, even if its to protect her, because it hurts like hell, seeing the video of the other guy having sex with her, and worst of all hearing her laugh at you for trying to help her.

I look at my brothers and I see my parents encouraging them to do everything that they well either mocked me for doing or [this was before parents went to jail for using the belt] beat it out of me.