I want to become my own man and leave, and work full time, save money, buy the things I want, study the things I want, get away from all this bullshit, but I can't.

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I have IBS, to some this case is a laughing matter, something easily solved, but to me it's hell. I can't move during the day from the pain and bloating I feel in my stomach. I have to use the toilet god knows how many times during one single day. I can't get in the car and go somewhere because the minute I feel I have to go to the toilet is hell, it's like those memes "where will you be when diarrhea strikes?", so for me it's the fact that i have to go NOW to the toilet or I just shit myself. Here's the link if you want to read more about IBS.

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I've had this for over 4 years now, I've seen more than 5 doctors and tried multiple medications and different diets. I've read so many articles and watched countless videos, but unfortunately, I'm stuck.

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And well as you know, life isn't simply just sitting on your ass all day at home, and I wouldn't want that either; it's boring, useless, instead I want to discover the world and be a functional member in society. (I graduated college last year)

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And why the family? It's a pretty toxic blue pilled family: my older sister is always in depression mode because she's not finding anybody to marry yet, etc... And I just want my independence from all of this.

I used to work somewhere that was very flexible, but then I decided to leave for many reasons; mainly because i had a very toxic feminist coworker, and another female I fell for by mistake. But there aren't many jobs like this where they take into consideration my health case, since it's not seen as something serious.

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I come to MGTOW because you're the only family (virtually at least) I have left, I need guidance. Has anybody had something similar to this? Does anyone here have IBS and were able to solve it somehow? Any help or recommendations would be appreciated. Thank you.