Always wondered what 'magtow' meant. Now I know that its the definition of the journey I've been on for the past couple of months.

I've had my share of experience with women and weirdly enough things didn't work out. I always had in the back of my mind the idea that there's something messed up with the women and myself (I won't pass the buck). It seemed like the women were just completely insensitive to what we had, my attempts and any plans we may have had.

I really hope that doesn't sound like a pity story because I have definitely turned the tables.

My most recent encounter was with a young lady who was pretty hot, got fucked over by her ex and I was just 'too nice' for her she said. What the actual fuck? She has been blocked and numbers been deleted, she probably hates me for it but I couldn't care less. Focusing on self improvement and being 'the one that got away' is a much better feeling. Completely forgetting about what happened is even better than that.

Women of today don't want to be treated well, they almost want to be treated like sluts I would now go as far as saying that they thrive in being treated like sluts.

I am seriously reconsidering whether I will EVER enter a relationship again, why devalue myself to be with some woman who's been around the block? Come back for her bag and then left again after being depleted.
I'm better than that.