Tiring day and lack of energy. I woke up, tired forcing myself to the gym. I got a good workout in, changed things up. My problem is my diet, I woke up today feeling bloated and fat. Maybe that's why

I didn't do so hot today. When I left the gym it was pouring and my mood instantly went down. I texted Sarah#8 to confirm our date today, nothing she ghosted me as I texted her a few times.That flake or whatever you call it, made the day even more depressing.

I should be used this bullshit by now but I still feel the anger and resentment. It's funny because I ran into Sarah#8 yesterday. She told me she was going to meetup with her sister for drinks, I asked if we were still down, she said yes and gave me a hug. Yeah, feeling kinda bitter right now.

Approaching didn't help as much either as I couldn't force myself to approach. My approach anxiety was an all time high today, on top of that I was stifled. I got away with two numbers today which is okay I guess.

I went to look at some books but I was feeling down today. I ate and drank coffee but couldn't seem to get out of this funk. A girl from the previous post that was excited to go out didn't respond to my texts so there goes my date for tomorrow.

Sarah#6, the one I went out with on Thursday, thick asian, still hasn't responded. I guess I know where that will lead to. Really liked Sarah#6, we had a good connection, or so I thought.

Sarah#7 from yesterday texted me that me and her should be friends. I said why not and replied yes. More bad news haha. Today is a gloomy day, thought about my life and the direction it's leading. I've been slacking on other things, reading and whatnot. Got 2 numbers which might lead to dates, keep you updated.

GOALS FOR TOMORROW:

1).GET 3 NUMBERS

2).APPROACH STRONG

3).STRONG EYE CONTACT