Hi, im 21 coming this December i've been lurking here since 50k~. I got introduced to MGTOW ideology while watching Patrice o'Neal videos on youtube, saw someone post "MGTOW" in comments got into it and purged every content producer i could during my second year at uni.

Heres my problem(or not) im in my last year of undergrad at my local university in neurobiology and have realized i don't actually want to do this at all. I was set for the dream: study hard get a degree get a wife and 2.5 kids life style. I never did pua as i was seriously focused on becoming the best father for my future kids, i would say i was purple pilled. The result of lurking on here and reading all the books related to female nature has now caused me to have no desire for the "rat race".

Im not sure what to do as i have scholarships paying for me to go to school (Im locked into them and cant change my degree). When i was focused on the idea of getting the dream i already knew i was not going to pay for med school, i was ready to enlist and pay schooling through the air-force. However even that desire has died, im not nihilistic as ive already gone through the red pill and the other stages. I just feel indifferent, my drive for going down that path was low-key just to make my parents happy and to win the affection and "love" of women; since female love is transactional i realized that looking at all the males in my family they are utterly miserable. They have nagging wives even though they have Ph.D's in some of the most rigorousness profession's but its still never enough for their wives or even their spoiled kids. I dont want that stressful lifestyle

Ill be graduating next spring and i haven't told my parents that i may not be going to med-school, im assuming there will be a big fight etc i might even get kicked out of my house (my background is islander and my parents might as well be asian). Education is such a big thing for my family as half of them either run a business or are in a white collar job.

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TL:DR: I'm graduating debt-free in neurobiology in a year(cant change degree) and i have no desire to go to med-school what should i do?

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Oh and please dont just say "GYOW" i genuinely want specific good financial or future advice.