Okay so kinda a rant because this is fresh in my head.

-two years ago meet this cute girl I completely like -asked her out (she was a little weird and definitely a bit socially inept but I found it endearing -we date on and off for two years, but over time she slowly became “preppy basic” to the point where she wanted to join a sorority -feel like it’s harder and harder to hang or have a conversation with her that’s actually meaningful -keep in mind I completely love this girl and have at times given her my last dollar and spent time with her I barely had -I feel like she’s just become a different person, and became a big drinker and just not a trustworthy person -she starts putting in zero effort in our relationship -starts hanging out with guys when I made it clear I loved her and had every intention of being with her -she also starts zoning out and fighting over really insignificant things. -I say I’m trying to work on myself, see s therapist for stress and other things -she dumps me and ghosts me, after two years of us dating. -starts going out with some chad -spreads rumors about me between our mutual friends