I am a swedish 15 yr male turning 16 real soon. I have a type of ADHD, which means that ive had quite a challenge when it comes to school. I have lots of friends in school though, but i just dont feel a desire to hang out with them or other people on my sparetime, except for the times where im extremly bored (which doesnt happen too often). My relatives and people around me think my behavior is somewhat strange, since i do know how to communicate with people well, but just dont feel like doing it too often. Im rarely indoors for more than a few hours a day on my sparetime, and i love doing things outdoors such as skating, going for walks or shopping, but as i said i just dont feel like bringing friends into it most times, since i really enjoy my own company. It lets me focus and think straight for once, which is something i cant really do in school where my mind is a complete mess following all the possible interruptions there. Ive come to the conclusion that i am somewhat a voluntary loner, and i honestly like that idea. Most girls ive "dated" only went for my looks too, and later on "friendzoned" me once i revealed my calm and somewhat not too masculine personality. Ive decided to GMOW as of now. Im gonna keep making company with myself, even if some of my relatives are worried about me being "alone". But in reality im not alone, im free, and ive never been happier.